Tuesday, 12 August 2014

Fear & Elation


Have you ever felt undeserving of someone's love? How can you feel confident of someone's love for you when you don't even like yourself? "How can he love me?" The question will be lurking in the darkest corner of your mind. I'm starting to hate being alone now because when I'm alone all the dark thoughts will come out to play. When I'm with him I would feel loved but when I'm alone, self-doubts would be a frickin bitch. 

Update: Still too many projects to catch up on. Everything needs to be done before September starts. I feel like I'm running a marathon that I didn't signed up for. Ughhhh. But on a brighter note, I get to see him everyday so yay. 



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