You think you experienced all the heartaches that life could offer? You had another thing coming. It's heart-wrenching to lose someone you love. It's painful and awful. I will never wish that fate for anyone. To lose them when you're miles away is horrible. You will feel helpless and guilty. Don't assume that your loved ones will be here forever because they won't. Tell them you love them. Tell them that you are sorry for your wrongdoings.
Right now, all I feel is intense sadness that weigh heavily on me. Regret and guilt. Oh the fun of it. Sometimes I can continue my daily work but a sudden reminder can drag me back down to all that the horrible feelings. I miss her terribly. I miss her smile and her laughter. And I'm so mad that I took her for granted. How do you get better after this? How do you smile and stop feeling guilty?
Nobody likes a sad person.
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