Float away

Well I can totally say without any doubt that 2014 is a rough year for me. I was at my lowest point in life this year and I'm not proud of it. I need a new start. Away from negative vibes that have been surrounding me.

I'm a floater.  Floating aimlessly through life. I was never a doer. Most of the time, I'm the one that can be found by the sidelines. Putting it another way, I'm the freaking wallflower at a boisterous party which is life. Carpe diem they say. Seize the day. I really want that to be my motto. I'm easily impressed by anyone. I will be impress if you could wake up early in the morning. I will be impress if you have a list for your day. I will be impress if you have a part time job. You know why? Because I have never done that for myself without quitting by the end of the day.

I live in a fantasy world 90% of the time. I create a different world in my head. I don't think anyone can understand me. Or maybe you can if you are just like me. A floating dreamer. (Hence the new url for my blog)

To be someone I can be proud of. That's my ultimate wish.