So Whiny I Hate It

Feeling extremely sick of this anxiety inside me. I just want to be okay. To feel like I deserve to live like everyone else. It's nice to be told that I do matter. That people do care about me. I'm the type of person that needs to be reassured constantly that I AM GOOD ENOUGH for anyone. I've been feeling down these past few days, where all I want is to have a good time with people I care about and to have someone to tell me that, "Hey, I think you're amazing and I love being with you." 

 I feel so selfish and ungrateful when I feel like shit. It's not fcking right to feel this way when there are millions with worse circumstances.